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  • A Tasty Communion

    This past Sunday as our church did Communion, one of my children after drinking the cup of grape juice quietly said, “Mmm. That was good.” It made me laugh, generally because when it comes to Baptist Lord’s Suppers, I’m not sure tasty has ever been high on my descriptor list. The little papier mache cracker…

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    January 15, 2026
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    bible, christianity, communion, faith, god, jesus, metamodernism
  • Grace Isn’t Safe

    As I’ve started reading through the Bible this year with our staff, I ran across a perplexing statement in the book of Genesis, particularly 27:20 in an exchange between Isaac and Jacob: But Isaac said to his son, “How is it that you have found it so quickly my son?” Jacob answered, “Because the LORD…

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    January 12, 2026
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    bible, faith, family, future, god, inheritance, jacob, jesus, rebel
  • Life, Death, and Gas Stations

    I want to let you see what a pastor sees. A few weeks ago, I noticed that my gas tank was low so I pulled over to the side of the road at a gas station to fill up (and grab a Red Bull). As I stood at the pump with the sound of rush…

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    January 7, 2026
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    bible, births, christianity, faith, funerals, god, grieving, hospitals, jesus, mourning, weddings
  • Maybe You’re Here

    Having worked in ministry for a long time, I often latch onto strange phrases that become part of the normal language of ministry. We can do this with other churchy words like sacrament and doctrine and liturgy, etc. One phrase in particular that makes me stop in my tracks, but which I hear almost every…

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    January 5, 2026
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    beauty, bible, calling, christianity, faith, god, jesus, love, mental-health, metamodernism
  • Bricks

    A few weeks ago I had the chance to teach a seminary class at Southwestern Baptist Theological Seminary. Frightening, I know. But one of the cool things about when I return to the campus at SWBTS is seeing some of the legacy from my wife’s family there. Her father and grandfather both led the Physical…

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    December 31, 2025
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    beauty, bible, calling, christianity, faith, family, jesus, life, love, metamodernism, ministry, writing
  • War and Peace

    (Photo credit: Chris Barton) Having grown up in church, I’ve heard the passage from Luke 2 many times where Scripture shows us the announcement of the birth of Christ. We’re exposed to angels telling people not to fear, pronouncing good news, and singing of peace on earth and goodwill to men. In my mind, this…

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    December 24, 2025
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    beauty, bible, calling, christianity, christmas, faith, god, jesus, metamodernism, ministry
  • The Light That Is Felt

    I got electrocuted by Baby Jesus. So in my life, I have gotten mildly electrocuted not a few times. Cleaning walls, changing fire alarms, messing with electric fences, and once as a kid out of basic curiosity examining an outlet. It is a strange feeling, like getting shaken, the wind knocked out of you, and…

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    December 22, 2025
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    bible, christmas, christmas lights, electrocution, faith, god, jesus, light
  • The Thrill of Hope

    Ever get bored of Christmas? It can appear in many forms: watching Charlie Brown Christmas Special for the 500th time, going to the same Christmas party every year, singing the same carols over and over again, putting up with Mariah Carey yelling about what she wants for Christmas. We love Christmas, but if we’re being…

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    December 16, 2025
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    advent, beauty, bible, christianity, christmas, faith, god, jesus
  • Coffee Circles

    Coffee is one of those areas where my pseudo-OCD crosses paths with my trend of laziness. If you’ve seen my office up at the church, you’ll know that I have a set of 7 coffee mugs that I designate for each day of the week. I do this because I like routine, and also if…

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    December 13, 2025
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    christianity, coffee, fiction, grace, jesus, life, ocd, writing
  • This road was bigger

    I never thought it would change. Coming back from roads that I’ve traveled many times before, through Aledo and Fort Worth where I grew up to Arkansas where my dad’s family is from, I felt a strange sense of weight in my heart. In the space of life that I now live in with kids…

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    December 1, 2025
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    beauty, bible, calling, christianity, faith, god, grief, jesus, loss, memory, thanksgiving
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